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[21 Jun 2008|05:09pm] |
1. Leave me a comment saying anything random, like your favorite lyric to your current favorite song. Or your favorite kind of sandwich. Something random. Whatever you like.
2. I respond by asking you five personal questions so I can get to know you better.
3. You will update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
4. You will include this explanation and offer to ask someone else in the post.
5. When others comment asking to be asked, you will ask them five questions.
( Answers beyond the cut )
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{Blurry Eyes}
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[29 May 2008|03:40am] |
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7 Days To The Wolves - Nightwish |
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Ah, the awkward bit of trying to start a post of this sort...but best to just start writing, ne? Well, as you guys no doubt realize by now, I did indeed go to Nightwish on Tuesday. Lawrence, where we saw them, is a good hour or so away from where we live, but I love Lawrence, so even had Nightwish not been there, it would have been worth the trip.
( This Is My Church Of Choice )
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{Blurry Eyes}
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[26 May 2008|03:24am] |
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Luotisade - Uniklubi |
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Trying a new way to start my journal entries. And name them. I set my iTunes on random, title it the first song that comes up, and if applicable I post the lyrics (Or, in many cases, the translated lyrics. Fair warning. I cheat. This is not the first song that came up. I also don't care. =) First up! Uniklubi, Kaikki Mitä Mä Annoin (All That I Gave)
I take breath for a while
Someone turns off the lights
Our city is asleep
I'm the only one awake
No one is on my side
All the others are asleep
I leave my light on
Wishing someone would see it
And find the way to me
All that I gave has remained with you
And I can't find you anymore
When I feel cold
All that I gave has remained with you
How do I find my way back to those times
Now that I feel cold
Maybe I'll never finish
That picture of you
How much can you take from me
Without me falling over completely
And being still able to get up
How much will you have
Once again I can't sleep
I don't know how long I've been lying here
All that I gave has remained with you
And I can't find you anymore
When I feel cold
All that I gave has remained with you
How do I find my way back to those times
Now that I feel cold
Hm. Odd when songs like this just come up and suit my mood. (Shut up, no pointing out I skipped. I didn't know what the lyrics meant at the time.) Perhaps I should stop staying up so late, but when I try to sleep, I lie awake for hours.
Had a semi decent day today. Went shopping, got a top for Nightwish. Got guilt tripped by someone, but it's ok, I'm over it. It's raining right now. Has been for hours, and I just kinda wanna find a bench to lay on, and let the rain hit me. Usually rain has a soothing effect on me, but tonight I just feel kinda lonely. It's becoming a bit of a common theme.
I wonder if it isn't because I'm worried. Sure, I got accepted to KU but I have to deal with all kinds of paperwork and red tape yet. They have me filed wrong, too. They're claiming I get the joy and honor of paying out of state tuition, which isn't right...I should be getting in-state. Yes, I live in Missouri, but in Kansas City. Hell, I spit and it lands in Kansas, just about. My brother's getting in-state tuition, and he has the same address listed. So it doesn't make sense. Have to call them Tuesday.
On top of that, I'm going to have to live in the dorms. But to do that I need to get all kinds of shots. Yes, this is something I would normally complain about - I hate shots, and needles, and avoid them both like the plague. Mostly because most of them contain some sort of weakened form of SOME plague or illness. But no, that's not the reason behind the worry of this. I have no insurance. I have no insurance, no job, and $30 to my name. I can't AFFORD shots right now. I thought I could depend on the coverage I'll get from my mom's insurance, but it turns out that I won't even get that until the new year. Not to mention the $300 I'll have to pay to even submit the goddamned application to GET a dorm. I had to pay $200 because the college decided that they wanted me at their school. How fucked up is that? They get MILLIONS ever year from students, both past and present. So it makes sense for them to make us pay $200 just for them to accept us...right?
I'm going to go crawl into bed.
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[24 May 2008|06:02pm] |
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...I think I messed up my layout. *frowns*
Edit: Got the background to show up. Now the dividers aren't showing. And I can't view it at all in Safari, everything goes wonky. =/ Weird.
Edit 2: I has a victoly! Turns out I left in a G that shouldn't have been there. ^^;; whoopsy. Anyway, opinions? Fair warning for mac users, you cannot view this layout in Safari. If you use another browser, it works just fine.
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[23 May 2008|06:53pm] |
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*scrubs face* Ugh, I feel so TIRED lately. I'm not sure what the deal is. I listened to Ayumi Hamasaki a bit, because that usually puts me in a dancy mood. And I listened to Miyavi a lot because lets face it, Miyavi is love, and a sure-fire pick-me up. But I still feel drowsy, like my brain isn't working at all. If I thought I could get away with it, I'd be curling up and sleeping in the couch right now.
Alas, I only have 5 minutes before I'm supposed to start dinner. She said chicken...So I assume she means rotisserie chicken. If not, oh well, that's what I'm making.
I can haz bed nao?
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[23 May 2008|06:06pm] |
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Eccentric Otanbyo - Miyavi |
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Woo. New journal. Now, I just need to get a layout, and then perhaps a set of mood themes. *thoughtful* I like the fact that I can have over 100 icons. That is so much love right now, though I've only used 13 so far, haha. Augh. brain's so fuzzy right now. I can hardly think. >.< And apparently my spelling is suffering as well.
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